I'm trying to figure out how to get some structure back in my life. I'm not talking about physical discipline (although that would be a huge help), or mental discipline, but emotional discipline.

I have been so starved for human contact I don't really know how to talk to people anymore. I really feel like my family is poisoning my happiness right now, especially my wife. It's bleeding into my job. I can't stand my coworkers and the rampant laziness they exhibit. My best friend has fallen off the face of the earth. Every call, e-mail, message, gets no response.

My online compatriots have all fractioned off to different services, none of which I can access well on my phone. When I do get in front of a decent computer, I fall asleep because it's so late in the day.

I want to be a mobile developer, but with the long hours and my family, I don't have any time to devote to it.

I feel like I have no dreams left. I'm a zombie, craving some positive human contact. I doubt I will find any soon.

Back to my day at work, just plodding along.
Human contact zombie
Sep 10 2008 07:25p.m. UTC
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  • coosbaytv
    May 04 2009 03:54p.m. UTC
    Hey Krisguy!

    Just saw this post; six months plus after the fact but...

    Hope you are in a better place these days.

    As far as becoming a mobile developer, I would go for it. It will become a very large business soon!
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krisguy

Age: 34 Sex: Male
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